Nobody knows the real me.Nobody knows how many times i've cried in my room when nobody was watching.Nobody knows how many times i've lost hope, how many times i've been let down.Nobody knows how many times i've felt like i'm about to snap but i just don't for the sake of others.Nobody knows the thought that go through my head when i'm sad, how horrible they truly are. Nobody.Know.Me.
I'm sorry i constantly want to talk to you. I'm sorry when you take long to reply, i get sad. I'm sorry if i say things that piss you off. I'm sorry if i come off as annoying. I'm sorry if you don't wanna talk to me as much as i wanna talk to you.I'm sorry if i think about you too much and too often.I'm sorry if i tell you about my pointless drama when you don't really care.I'm sorry if i come off as being clingy, but it's just the me missing you.
have you ever felt tears in your eyes at the same time you say "i'm fine"? have you ever turn around just so no one could see you're just hurt? have you ever faked a smile the whole day,but cried yourself to sleep.